Determination

I went to work today and met a girl; her name is Richard, a PhD in the University of Chicago. She said she didn’t care about money, but she has worked here for several years and this restaurant needs her now. As a result, she comes back and decides to work several days after the new people will be familiar with the work. She is nice, and she always help me and teach me how to service. After we talked about our experience, I felt so excited that I was eager to go to a university to get Master degree. I felt I, whom is aggressive and ambitious, come back.

I recalled that in the first day in the Harold Washington College this semester. In the Social Science class, when the classmates introduced themselves, all Chinese girls said they like shopping! I cannot control myself to angry with them. Come on, you are not in the junior school, and at least you are in a college, don’t always like shopping! I hate these silly girls and I felt shame that I was their classmates. All of these make me want to leave them and stay alone. Where am I and who am I? I should leave them and go ahead to catch up with my dream.

I read an article about a boy, whom is my classmate of Southeast University. He went abroad to continue study in Japan after graduating. He told his experience in Japan and analysis what he gained and lost. From his article I can learn that he was excited and his life was very wonderful even he complained that how little he slept, and how fast he changed to be old. I think he like it. I think we are the same style person.

Even now, one of my brothers still says that your life is tough. You should get married with a rich man in China, and that you can only stay at home to enjoy life. I don’t know why some person like my brother considers the life like this is a delightful life. In my mind, it’s a horrible life that without passion and safety. I have never considered that women should live by relying on men. In USA, my friends always tell me that however the highest degree you get, you still stay at home to take care of your family at last.

Oh, never mind! It’s not the excuse that I am going to give up take GMAT test and MBA. I should tell myself that don’t be lazy! If I give up now, I must be regret in several years. If at last I should take care of my family, I still don’t want to give up my career. That is a part of my life. Family and career, they like enjoy and hardworking, consist of my life.

Sometimes painful is the spring of the happiness.